Why Do I Write What I Write?

It’s a question I often find myself asking, and the only answer I can truly give is this: Because I am passionate about the topics I write about. These are the subjects that deeply resonate with me — mental health, veterans, and the human experience. When I can’t make sense of something, I often turn to poetry or writing to help me process and find meaning. Through my words, I discover the explanations I’ve been searching for.

Like everyone, there are times when words just don’t come. When that happens, I leave it alone and come back later. But often, everyday moments, a phrase, or a thought about mental health or veterans sparks something within me, and the writing just flows.

Writing isn’t easy. It’s a constant balancing act — life, family, work — and sometimes it’s hard to carve out the time and space. But then there are those moments when the words seem to come without effort, when everything aligns, and it’s as though the writing writes itself.

My first book of poetry is a reflection of this. It’s a blend of my childhood memories, my professional experiences, and my journey as both a writer and a person. The book feels like two halves of a whole.

The first half delves into my childhood, growing up in a military family. It’s a mix of memories — some I cherish, some I wish I could forget. It’s about the absence of my father during his overseas deployments and the milestones he missed. But it also celebrates the incredible father he was. I share my experiences of living in Army Married Quarters, where the sense of community and camaraderie created bonds that last a lifetime. Some of my closest friends today are those I shared that unique experience with.

In this section, I also pay tribute to the veterans I’ve worked with, attempting to give voice to their stories — stories that often defy explanation but are no less important.

The second half of the book shifts to my professional life as an addiction worker. It’s a tribute to the people I’ve been fortunate enough to work with on their journey to recovery. This section seeks to give a voice to those struggling with addiction, and to offer insight into their struggles for those who may not understand.

I plan to post here regularly, to keep you updated on what's happening in my world. I’d love to hear from you as well — please feel free to share your thoughts, experiences, or stories. Submit a post, and I’ll share it here so others can join the conversation.

I’m particularly interested in hearing from fellow military members and their families about their experiences. Let’s build a space where we can share, connect, and create something meaningful together.